The hardest thing I've ever loved to do

 God is a loving Heavenly Father.

The first principle we teach as missionaries. 

A simple statement, but one that has changed my life. 

God IS a loving Heavenly Father. That's the biggest thing I've learned. 

I can't lie, there was a time throughout these 18 months where I did not believe this powerful truth. I struggled to believe that He is a loving Heavenly Father. I had to teach it everyday yet I struggled with it myself. 

What changed? 

Hope.

Humility. 

I let my stubborn self go. I turned my heart to Him. I poured out my heart to him. I humbled myself. 

I hoped in His divine plan for me. That everything I was going through was for a reason. That He had a perfect plan for me. I started to believe in that plan. I started to have hope that I wasn't being punished, I was learning where to put my trust and where to turn to. 

I finally turned to Him. Completely. I asked in sincere prayer how He felt about me. 

That experience is one I will never forget. 

I know He loves me. I know He loves you. 

So yes, the greatest thing I learned was that God IS a loving Heavenly Father.  

This has been the hardest thing I've ever loved to do. But I needed it more than anything in my life. 

Thank you friends for your support and love!! I have felt your prayers and have appreciated the emails! I love you and appreciate you all! 

I will be returning home this friday the 26 and for those who would like to come, I will be giving my homecoming talk this Sunday the 28 at 10:30 am! All are welcome! I'd love to give you a squeeze!

Info below! 

Where

9750 2200 W, South Jordan, UT 84095

When 

April 28 @ 10:30 

After party @ mi casa:)

2018 Taylor View Dr, South Jordan, UT 84095

God is so good!

Jesus lives! 

hermana bb signing out ♡